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Sat, 25 May 2013 01:20:26 -0400

Seeking the wrong Love

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:56:03 -0400

This past week I was talking to God about how I wish I had a special someone to talk to, to love and to hug me and to tell how important I am etc… ThenI realized a few minutes later that there is a guy who loves me and He’s not just any guy. He’s a King and I was just sitting down feeling unloved. Not that I felt loved right away but here I was sitting down wishing someone would love me and make me feel special since I never had a boyfriend in my basically 24 years of life.

It was crazy to ask God for some special someone to show me love, as if his love is not enough for me. He himself loves me but I obviously wasn’t feeling it or cared for it. For me to have told him that I have never felt loved by any man was stupid because He loves me and cares for me more than anything in this world.

If I could not feel the greatest love that exists in the world, how was I going to feel some random man’s love? My heart was obviously not open. How was I going to handle some man’s love if I cannot receive the purest, most perfect love that exists.
For all the single ladies who are looking for love and attention because you feel lonely. Check your heart and see if you have ACCEPTED and RECEIVED the greatest love that is being given to you before you go look for some other type of love. God’s love is the greatest love that ever existed in the world and if one haven’t felt it then they have no business waiting on any other love. If you can’t accept what’s already being poured out, which is perfect then how will you be able to deal with any other type of love. I still have not receive it completely which i need to work on. I guess it means that my heart is not completely open. Not good. God wants to show us his love and we need to focus on it and accepting it, receive it before you seek someone’s heart. Let God’s love dwell in your heart.
Dont let the devil distract you and confuse you. He loves to remind people of what they don’t have. But God is love! He loves us! He has shown it plenty of time.
Single ladies! God loves you and if you feel like you are lacking love. Talk to him! talk to him, He will answer you.

If you are not feeling loved, the best thing to do is to go straight to God. He is the source of love. Love that will never run out. Don’t go looking for love and get a photocopy of something that looks like love until you have received real love which comes from the Lord.
Seeking love is impossible in my opinion once you have received God’s love in your heart. your heart will overflow with it until you can’t help but to give it to others. To share it with others. Perfect love is what I want inside my heart.

Bondage and sin

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:52:01 -0400

Bondage is some serious stuff. It is extremely serious. Dying in bondage is serious! Satan wants as many souls as he can get don’t let him get yours.
Whatever the devil got you into that you tolerate becomes your bondage from the devil.
How many people go to church and can’t or don’t lift up their arms even when they want to because they are bounded by the thoughts of what people will think or say. That’s bondage.
How many people when being talked to about a topic knows the truth and what God has to say about the topic but instead they smile or keep their mouth shut because they are afraid of hurting others or afraid of losing friends or their lives changing. The truth needs to be shouted out and whatever thoughts stops you from shouting it out or quietly speaking it is your bondage. you are bounded by these.
How many people are in some bad situations and have problems going on in their lives that make them feel miserable but stuck to this feeling instead of going against that by praising God and putting their faith to work. I know i am and it needs to be rebuked. Nothing in this world is greater than the power of God! I will overcome!
Bondage is basically like being in jail by satan. He got you so locked up, scared and confused and hope for you to stay this way.
There are people in sin who are claiming that “it’s too hard to quit”, “I just can’t stop”, that’s bondage!!
people who feels like they have to lie to others otherwise everyone is going to hate them for expressing truth. I don’t care how many people hate you when you spit out the truth you defeat the devil and God is on your side and i dont care how many millions of people goes against you God is for you and you will not lose. Jesus went through it and overcame, He knows how you feel for not compromising and He’s got your back.
We need to step in faith more and realize that the devil is out to keep us bounded and we need to rebuke him, stop listening to him before it’s too late.
There are people who feels like they have to tolerate certain things from others or tell people what they want to hear. Nope that’s bondage!! Pity is not equal to victory!

Loose that belt that satan has over you through prayers, fasting and repentance. The more you make repentance a habit the more things God reveals for you to repent from. Loose that belt until it falls to the ground.
Any sin that has you in bondage and you feel like you can’t turn away from hand it over to God and know that there is nothing greater than him. Nothing. Your sin is not greater than God, He can break the chains. Repent and make a conscious effort to not go back to your sins. Open up your bible when you feel the urge to sin, cry out to God, press into him, start dancing for him, start praising him, shout out to him. Victory is yours! Claim it! Dont let it slip through your fingers!
The wages of sin is death and dying in bondage to me means that it’s too late to try and turn away from it. That means you gotta go to a deep sleep till the trumpet sounds then it will be too late to turn around cause it will be judgement time! while you are living you can turn away and change your life. feed yourself spiritually. As long as you are alive and breathing you can turn away and get freedom. Dont wait until it’s too late!
You can defeat satan. You can win. GREATER is He that is in you than he that is in the world. God is greater than anything you are facing and if you press on to God you will win.

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Mon, 20 May 2013 13:39:52 -0400

In chemistry: He turned water into wine;

Mon, 20 May 2013 13:17:39 -0400

In chemistry: He turned water into wine;
In biology: was born without the normal conception;
In physics: denied the law of gravity when He ascended into heaven;
In economics: He multiplied five loaves and two fishes to feed 5000 people
In medicine: healed the sick and the blind without administering any drug dose;
In history: He is the PRINCIPLE, MEANS and the END;
In government: he was called Wonderful, Counselor, Prince of Peace, King of Kings and Lord of Lords;
In religion: He is the way, the truth, the life and no one comes to the Father except through Him.

If you aren't living for Christ, don't expect to attract a man who is.

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:22:11 -0400

What do you know about paracosm?

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 22:41:08 -0400

I have had this thing for a while now. I think the name is paracosm.

It's like having another world in my head that i made up. There are many characters in it, i made them all up, they each have different backgrounds and lifestyle. It's almost like watching an extremely detailed movie but i am in control of what every character says and do and where they live and how they live. There are different story lines. It changes ime after time. The main characters also changes sometime. I make up these people.

They are not people i ever met or people i know. I make up what they look like and how they dress and how they talk, their race also. I am not in it. My character is not in it but there are main characters. It started since i was maybe 8 or younger but i do remember that when i was 9 it was active.

It is an escape , when i am in that state of mind i dont want to be bothered because it's entertaining but i am always conscious. A lot of things in reality are used to make it interesting. It's like a fake reality. There are people, family, friends, drama, love, sex, marriage. When i was TV and i see an idea or activity or characteristic that i love i incorporate it in that world in my head.

Lately i have been praying against it and yesterday i rarely visited that world. Praise God. I really love it but i just feel like it needs to go. It has done it's job. It was an escape mechanism. I dont feel like it is of God but I believe that he has used it for my own benefit. It's not easy letting go but i feel the need to. Does anyone know anything about it?

Modesty!! Don't be a tool for sexual immorality!

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 22:07:35 -0400

Modesty to me has nothing to do with whether i wear skirts or pants to church or work or wherever i am. It used to mean that i had to wear skirt or dress when i am going to a church building but then i realized that there are so many people who are wearing skirts and dresses to church that lack soo much modesty no matter the length. A lot of churches do not agree with their female members wearing jeans or pants to chuch but they have no problem with a female who’s wearing a skirt that is suffocating her behind. I used to think that people didnt wear pants to church because of modesty but that is so far from the truth. It is all about religion, it has nothing to do with modesty.

I used to feel the need to wear skirts to any church or else they would look at me wrong. But the thing is this should not have been my concen since i came to church to praise God not to participate in a fashion show. That is what most churches are interested in today. Not modesty, just a religious fashion show without the runway. There are so many people who feels like wearing pants to church is not modest or is wrong or that we are breaking the law. I have seen many young ladies wearing skirts to church that shows every outline of their undergarment. I used to be one of these young ladies. I used to love dressing like that because it showed my little butt, it showed my hips, it showed how nice i looked. It felt great. I felt sexy! And i think that those who still dress that way are doing it to look sexy , to look hot and stylish. That is not modesty at all. I honestly thing that everyone who calls herself a child of God and love God needs to dress with modesty.

I didn’t realize how important it was until i started listening to what guys had to say about how lack of modesty affected them. Some of us know that when we are wearing those tight/too small skirts and dresses that we are trying to show off how good we look and make sure everyone sees it and Hope that guys will look at us and think ‘mmh .. Look at that butt’ or ‘she look hot’ or ‘she is looking sexy and i want her’. Most of us who dress like this, these comments are our goal The crazy thing is when we are doing that we are acting like satan.
God does not tempt. Satan does and for us to dress a certain way knowing that we want to tempt these guys, wanting them to lust after us is evil. Why would we want someone who God loves so much to sin. Whosoever look at a woman with lust has already commited adultery. That is what is happening when we wear these clothes to church or everyday life knowing that whoever look at your body will lust after it. If we love God so much why do we want someone who he loves to fall in sin. That is not God working in us with these types of behavior, that’s working for satan. He tempts people. He is the king of temptation.

So i do not think that wearing pants or skirts to church is the problem. It’s dressing without modesty that is the problem. I have heard guys who are fighting lust mention that they have had to look up when talking to a female because all they will end up looking at is cleavage if they attempt to look at some ladies. And some can’t put their head down without seeing someone’s butt popping out of her skirt. It’s not to say that we always have to put a sheet over our body because someone might lust after us otherwise but we have to look out for others’ interests. Phil.2:4. We can look lovely and modest at the same time.

Ladies! Your body is not a tool for the devil to use and cause our brothers to fall in all types of sexual immorality so don’t let it be so. Do not let satan use you for that.

Modesty is a big deal!

Simply Heavenly Food: WHAT ARE SOME CHARACTERISTICS OF LUKEWARM CHRISTIANS?

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 11:40:31 -0400

Simply Heavenly Food: WHAT ARE SOME CHARACTERISTICS OF LUKEWARM CHRISTIANS?:

simplyheavenlyfood:

by Francis Chan

1. Lukewarm people attend church fairly regularly. It is what is expected of them, what they believe “good Christians” do, so they go. Isaiah 29:13

2. Lukewarm people give money to charity and to the church as long as it doesn’t impinge on their standard of…

Beautiful and joyful

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 01:18:55 -0400

Beautiful and joyful

What about God

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 14:23:00 -0500

someone said to me one time that she could never marry a pastor because pastors are too holy. One of her examples was that a pastor would have a problem with her going to the club or to the bar. And waiting for marriage to have sex was too much. She calls herself a christian. I am not saying that she isn’t. Many other Christians see things the same way that lady does. Many Christians think that trying to live a life that is pleasing to God is too much. It’s too holy. It’s too boring.

They think that certain Christians are too boring because of how these christians are living, because these too holy christians do not want to get drunk, do not want to let some guy rub on their behinds at the club and call it dancing, or some girl rubbing her behind on his penis, because they are not trying to get guys to fall for them by not reaveling half of their body, because they do not curse nor do they think cursing is cool, because they don’t flirt and let people play /tease them emotionally, because these christians are not comfortable telling a “white lie” etc… Trying to be like God. The bible does say to be perfect as your heavenly father is perfect. So we should strive to be like God. True none of us is perfect and we all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.

The point is if these Christians who thinks that trying to be like God is boring. How do they see God? If the people who are trying to please him and live according to his will are boring then God must be even more boring. So in my opinion those are Christians who do not have a relationship with God because God is too boring for them to sit and try to have a conversation with him. To talk to him and listen to him (relationship).That is hurtful and they dont know that. They dont know the effects of they actions and behaviors. I assume that God does forgive them for that, no doubt. If being with a pastor is too holy, what about being with God who himself is “HOLY”. Holiness to me is God’s standard for us Christians. The standard for us to live by. If you feel like being with a Christian friend who’s in love with God is too much or that friend is too serious or too young to be so close with God, what about God? How do you see him? Do you think he’s less holy? Too many people are in love with the world instead of being in love with the word. So many people call themselves Christians yet they have no realationship with Christ because He’s too boring or too holy,unless their worlds start flipping upside down.

How will they enjoy heaven if they feel like there will be so many boring christians in heaven or too holy Christians, especially since the head of the kingdom is HOLY himself.

Christian single ladies

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 00:35:05 -0500

I love being around christian ladies but one thing that annoys me about them is their view on being single and dating. Oh My Lord. I feel like the minute a christian man starts giving them attention all of a sudden they become interested. It’s not just some christian ladies it goes for non christian females as well. The minute a guy gives them some type of attention all of a sudden they become interested in that person.

I think that’s ridiculous. And the guys who approach these people seem to expect a positive answer at all time. Whether it’s because they are also saved and think that they might be God’s gift to a special someone or just think they are God’s most fabulous creation. Oh please it’s crazy. It seems to me like these women who act this way just dump themselves in a market to be bought. I feel like most women think that after accepting Christ and living for God the next step should be marriage. My Lord. Lol.
We ladies are princesses not cinderellas. We dont have to wait on prince charming and think that everyone who flirts with us might be him. No way!!! God is our king. Our daddy! He knows what’s best and who’s best in that area. And He’s not just any type of daddy, He’s one who cares about our desires. Anyways don’t feel obligated to go out with someone knowing from his first sentence that he’s not who you want or ready yet for you. Regardless of how he looks. And whatever happens to praying before starting off a relationship? Whether it’s friendship or romance.

Just because he’s saved and interested in me doesn’t me that i have to automatically feel the same way.

Soulmate

Thu, 27 Dec 2012 00:12:57 -0500

Soulmate

"Obviously, I’m not trying to win the approval of people, but of God. If pleasing people were my..."

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 19:15:09 -0500

“Obviously, I’m not trying to win the approval of people, but of God. If pleasing people were my goal, I would not be Christ’s servant.”

- Galatians 1:10 (via iwilltrustinyou)
Life lesson

Heaven

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 00:05:36 -0500

whatsonmyheartforyou:

My close friend told me that going to heaven will be putting a face to the words and voice that has guided us whilst on earth. Imagine the day when you match the voice to the face ?! The created meets and dwells with the Creator for eternity. “Jesus I have known your sweet voice since the day i met you, I can’t wait for the day I put a face to it !”

My opinions on psychics/ horoscopes

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 00:32:48 -0500

My guess is that the bible say not to go see psychics and the likes because then it messes up our faith in him. Even the horoscope I feel is wrong for christians because I remember when I used to read it all the time. it became something I relied on sort of. I would actually pay attention during the day to see if what it says would become true and eventually if it said something good I would look forward to seeing it happen. I had hope in it by acting in such ways. I would even google psychics free readings when I used to feel hopeless about situations, hoping that they would tell me what would happen, how things would turn out. Clearly they were all a waste of time. I believed in them instead of waiting on God. I feel like when you have a psychic telling you what they think is going to happen then you start to see that future in your head before you get to it, this is having faith in something other than God. Faith is believe without seeing. And visiting a psychic and thinking that it’s the same thing means that we put our hope in these people insteaad of having faith, trusting and believing that God will take care of us, that He will never forsake us. This is something anybody could have told me I guess but it just sunk in.

"Be happy for no reason, like a child. If you are happy for a reason, you’re in trouble, because that..."

Sat, 08 Dec 2012 08:53:09 -0500

“Be happy for no reason, like a child. If you are happy for a reason, you’re in trouble, because that reason can be taken from you.”

- Deepak Chopra (via tarafrankiebeebop)

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Fr FB

Thu, 12 Apr 2012 07:53:10 -0400

Me: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise You won’t get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
… God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Hmmmmm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn’t work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?

God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send oneof My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn’t let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn’t want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn’t afford to miss work.
Me (embarrassed):Okay
God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn’t even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a short that would knock out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn’t think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I’m Sorry God

God: Don’t be sorry, just learn to Trust Me…. in All things , the Good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don’t doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
Me: I won’t God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You’re welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children…

God's love

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 19:47:00 -0400

God’s love is the most indescribable feeling in the world. His love is unconditional. In his eyes we are precious. In his love and embrace we can remain at peace and relaxed. He cares more than one can ever know. Ask him to show you how much He loves You and he will for sure. I want to love him like He loves me. i want to have his love inside my heart.